Passing Away

I was a few months shy of 21 when my mother passed away in 1993. It was very hard on me. We had gotten into an arguement and I couldn't even tell you what it was about. Something stupid would be my guess. Anyway, the last words I said to her as she left for work were, "you're a fucking bitch!" Nice, huh. To this day it still bothers me that those were the last words she heard from me. I have forgiven myself and promised to have a much better relationship with my children. I'm not saying that I didn't have a good relationship with my mother. I just think it could have been much better. I love her and I know wherever she is that she knows it.